4 Jan 2025 Cancer Crawl: flareup strategies

Happy new year! I have boring resolutions: keep taking my cancer drugs (hardly counts–I am a compliant patient) and keep doing PT and related exercises in an effort to regain strength and endurance. (Also don’t need much motivation here.) My 2024 in review is absurd and not worth recounting here–you can look back to older …

29 Dec 2024 Cancer Crawl: shake it like you mean it, or not chillaxed

A request before we get into the weeds with this post: I would be very curious to know from other chronically ill friends how you prepare for a debilitating “flare up” or “episode” when you are on your own. Over the years, I’ve learned a lot from years of watching Carrie deal with blood sugar …

27 Dec Cancer Crawl: old cancer books: Susan Sontag Illness as Metaphor

“So what are you doing to distract yourself and stimulate your mind?” asked a friend on a recent Zoom call. My reply was “well, I’m rereading some classic cancer books.” Feel free to judge my mental health harshly, but it’s working for me. I’ve finished Audre Lorde’s Cancer Journals and Susan Sontag’s Illness as Metaphor. …

26 Dec 2024 Cancer Crawl: Smol Mets; a few achievements to note

Last Friday and this Monday we had hour-long calls about my brain mets. Friday we spoke with my Montreal oncologist, and Monday with a radiation oncologist at Mass General. The plan for now is to do nothing and see what the next scan shows. If things are stable, we wait for the next scan, and …

20 December 2024 Cancer Crawl: punch in the gut after exhaling; what I want from other people

When I posted on Tuesday I did not think it was a good news / bad news situation, but here we are. Yesterday the MRI results came back and there is cancer in my brain. The nodules are small, so I am not in any immediate danger. And as far as I know, I am …

Cancer Crawl 16 December: Yesterday did not go as planned; extended technique

Yesterday kind of went to shit. I had two cyclical vomiting episodes. I’m still not an expert in how to handle these but I tried two different strategies. The evening one, of hitting with Ativan and Zofran more or less right away, seems to slow it down pretty quickly. I then followed up with a …